Today...

Today I am just feeling uninspired and melancholic and, yes, a little bit blue...
Just writing here to see if I get clear minded.


I know I have to accept what the Wheel of Fate, Karma, or whatever, gave me, but still, it's hard...
It's not easy, I have to move on, but I don't want to make the wrong choices in moving on.
I think Choices are harder when you face Change, but you have to trust and believe in yourself and in what you decide to do... For better or for worse...


One day I will really get over what we had - you shouldn't ever have made those questions, those promises, you should have never spoken those words...
Still, they were made and spoken and they can never be taken back (never never never).

And I am just hurt about the way you did things in the end... :(
Thank the Goddess you were (probably still are) a complete insincere lying asshole (maybe I'm over reacting, but the name calling is so liberating!)!
Well, at least I'm not desperate anymore, I'm not crying to sleep anymore.

And I'm grateful for knowing you, all in all, you've helped me grow and I got to know more about me.
I accept the Change in me and I embrace it.

Now is time to move on and take chances...
I will not let fear prevent me from doing what I want and from feeling how I feel and from thinking what I think...
I have my will, my desire, myself, my Goddess...
I am Strength and Knowledge and Love and Will and Beauty and Inspiration...
I am Me.